Somewhere Over De Rainbow

While she lays sleeping
I stay out late at night and play my songs
And sometimes all the nights can be so long
And it's good when I finally make it home,
All alone
While she lays dreaming
I touch her face across the silver light
I see her dreams that drift up to the sky
And she wakes up to my kiss ,and i say it's alright
And i hold her tight

And she believes in me
I'll never know just what she sees in me
I told her someday if she was my girl
I could change the world.. With my songs
I was wrong
But she has faith in me
And so I go on trying faithfully
Forever in my heart she will remain
And i hope and pray
I will find a way.. find a way
While she lays waitin

I ask myself why do i hurt her so
What's calls me on along this lonely road
Why don't i turn around and head back home
Where i belong
While she lays cryin
Cause she knows my heart is ripped in two
I'm torn between the things that i should do
She deserves it all , and i'd give it if i could
That a love is true

Cause she believes in me
I'll never know just what she sees in me
I told her someday if she was my girl
I could change the world
With my songs
But i was wrong
But she has faith in me
And so I go on trying faithfully
Forever in my heart she will remain
And i hope and pray
I will find a way.. find a way
While she lays.. while she waits for me..

最近身边很多朋友都发生不好的事
感觉每个人都倒大霉
但是想想，其实都是人为
嗯，知道自己在做什么就好了

最近又开始迷恋彩虹了
凡是有关于彩虹的物件都忍不住多看几眼
就像我的性格，贪心
拿五颜六色让我选的话
我很难下决定，因为我全部都喜欢
不局限自己在某个地带

最近发现很多人都变回小孩子
年纪大了还有小孩子的动作
我自己也是一个例子啦
还是耍下太极比较好
外面的狼特别多

最近还老是幻想学瑜伽
调整我的姿势和驼背
也想去学什么跆拳道功夫之类的
想动手打一些让我不能负荷的人
他妈的
我娇小的玉手不被拗断就好了
什么暴力心态啊

最近
像一杯白开水。

Somewhere over the rainbow Way up high
There's a land that I heard of once in a lullaby

Somewhere over the rainbow Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true

Someday I'll wish upon a star
And wake up where the clouds are far behind me
Where troubles melt like lemon drops
Away above the chimney tops That's where you'll find me

Somewhere over the rainbow Blue birds fly
Birds fly over the rainbow Why, then oh why, can't I

Somewhere over the rainbow Skies are blue
And the dreams that you dare to dream really do come true

If happy little bluebirds fly
Beyond the rainbow Why, oh why, can't I?

奇怪的天气
整天下着绵绵细雨
害我发冷包的像肉粽
喝一百号也没味道
头疼疼身体又酸痛
鲍鱼我也没胃口吃
看来我要生病了

最讨厌下雨天
容易把人推进灰色地带

昨天到商场随意逛逛
记起某电影里女主角的手表
方形框加黑色皮带
戴在她雪白的手上格外漂亮
突然也想拥有一个类似的
手表，说真的我不在行
但是童年拥有的第一支表
是爸爸买给我的CASIO
表的脸只有银币两角大小
白色底黑色数目字排列
设计简单用途直接的一支手表
是我学习看时间的第一个伙伴
很高兴还在表行看到它的踪影
忍不住发表“嘿，这是我小时候戴的手表！”
哈，让我回想起很多童年事迹
发现家里的手表全都是CASIO
老爸只相信这个老牌子
价钱经济但却让我感觉窝心的老牌子
最后我选择了上面那个黑色手表
看第一眼就认定它的感觉
就是喜欢它够顺眼
也买了下面这个我觉得老爸会喜欢的手表
希望他会喜欢

Love is a matter of difference
Between you and me
Love is a matter of distance
That you are too far away

Love is a matter of growing
And knowing true feelings
Love is a matter of showing
That you are so far away

[Chorus]
When my heart is open
My mind is opening to find
I can't let you stay
The love is a matter of difference
You are too far away

Love is a matter of input,
Outlook, deep inside
Love is to know you're on my side
That you are so far away

[Chorus x2]

If love is a matter of distance
You are too far away

by Will Young

我精神上的感觉
让我伤害了很多人
对不起

脑袋很空白
我本来就是不切实际
爱上自己创造出来的感觉
而它偏偏不可能实现
这让我很痛苦

冷静冷静
我脑袋还是很空白
大家都别说话

dear diary
很多话想说
很多话不想说

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说好了不要睬你
但是还是不能控制自己
我真的很讨厌你
为什么没有给我
挽救的机会
你在我还没回神的时候
放弃了

我该向前望
寻找我要的。是吗？
我坚持我坚信的
可是让我感觉很沮丧

我这是干吗
请不要在精神上折磨我
不要向我重复事实
我知道，我知道